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Everytime and every kiss Broken hearts and bleeding wrists the tormenting experiences always on my mind Constant reoccurences of the same magnitude piercing past my heart into my soul I just let it happen Just give up Things never change, nothing has changed. It will always be this way. So use me, abuse me, take anything you want. I'm just a lifeless doll with an empty human heart.

I've lost my faith in you with every excuse that rolls of your tongue and everything you do the breath keeps escaping from my lungs exasperated and breathless as I've become The sadness and the sorrow everytime I see your face will happen again tomorrow every single of the days that keep passing me by Sometimes I wish it would all go away just vanish, disapear out of nowhere just like you came I don't know what to feel I don't know what to say I don't know what to think all I know is nothing.... and.... the confusion builds the frustration conceives the depression consumes the anger devours the sadness engulfs ....me

El chico que me encantaría guapo y silencioso fuerte también hablar, escuchar, amar el mejur algo en mi vida Mi chico

No one cares they say they do but they don't They're only there to stop me when I'm down Then I'm always alone like right now I'm alone...like always Except for you You're the only thing keeping me going Wanting to be by your side to kiss you and hold you and make you feel loved I'm not alone when I'm with you I wish we could always be together So I never feel alone and sitting here I can't wait to be with you again

I'm left here alone and cold abandoned and disowned...   Feeling unwanted and unloved like life isnt work living well it isnt without you when you said those words my heart was pulled out and jumped on with those words

I feel invisible, unable to be seen or heard Why can't you hear what I have to say? I'm a person too Just like everybody I know. But what makes me different from everyone else? I have two eyes and a nose, hands for change, a heart for love, and feet that can talk me anywhere I please. But when I feel this way my hands are clammy and cold, and stay the same, my heart is hurting, unable to love or be loved, and my feet become immobile, staying in one place. I just want to disapear and never be seen again.

You'll never know why I cry Or hope to die Why I always feel like disappearing Like ending it all Like it's not even worth living You'll never know why I do the stupid things I do Why I like the pain and torment Like the bloody knifes Or the inflicted pain on myself You'll never know why Because neither do I

I'm trying hard, Not to do things that hurt you most I'm trying to make you proud Proud that you love me I'm trying to make you happy Happy and care-free Like you've made me I'm so content with you That I never want to leave your arms Just me and you forever That's my perfect world